how stupid of me!!!!!

a few days ago, i just found out this: I LOST 30000 YEN OR SO!

it was a month ago, i tried to take out some money at an atm, but the atm machine didn't work, sort of out of order, i think. i operated it just as i usually do, entering my pin number and amount of money i want to withdraw. but the money didn't come out from the slit. then the alarm rang and i got real nervous. actually, i was in a panic. the security guard somehow managed to get my card out from the machine. according to him, the machine seemed to be out of order.

and i forgot about my money which i suuposed to receive!!! augh...shit! and this is not all; i haven't noticed for a month that i'd forgot to take the money at the time!!
when i checked the balance of my bank account a couple of days ago, i found out this. baka baka!!
now i really feel frustrated, i know it's just a money thing, but it means a lot of money to me...!